No longer I will leave you

-How much I hate to see rain, how much I love to see the moon from this place -

-Supposedly the moon look the same from any place-

-No, it’s different when I see it with you-

-Why did you say that you hate the rain?-  

-Because I have spent long time sailing, I have traveled too much to arrive at this island with you, I have passed long time crossing by the ocean that seemed infinite for be with you, I have spent many nights, only seeing the horizon, only one line that divides  2 different darkness, only guided by the silverplated brightness of the moon, for that reason I hate see the rain, I can’t remember why, that remembers me all the long time, and all my tries, to arrive with you, and that remembers me when I cry-

-Here is impossible cry; don’t you understand the fantastic that is this place? Here we can do whatever we want, not limits or restrictions for ours wishes, here we can be what we always yearned for-

-But here’s something, I remember watch the ocean on storm, but here never rains; I remember the sound of rain, when it hits the ground, I adored watch rain, but I loved that sound, when with you, while we was under the same umbrella, and you said that you love me, and you kissed me, and that with me you always will be, I learned to love the sound of rain-

-But you said that you hate the rain-

-That is what I don’t understand, there something that has me annoying, there’s something in my memories, but I don’t understand; a storm, while I traveled in the middle of the ocean, memories of a storm, and an enraged rain and sea-

-But here never are storms; this place is perfect; because I’m here, with you at last, see?-

-Yes, but still I don’t understand this, why I traveled for so long time, what has happened with me, and why are your here?-

-I tell you once, I always will be with you-

-And if it were thus, then why I leave in that trip?, why I moves away from you, if you
Said me that you would be always with me, I moved away and I don’t understand it; this is a trap? Now I know why you brought to me to this desert, where never rains-

-No, no, you are confused, that storm far away isn’t your judgment, you are with me now, you always will be with me here-

-No, not always it could be thus, yourself said it, once, while you still with me, and later you leave me, you were the one that left me, and now you want be with me-

-Why you say that?, why you want to remember it?, I am here for you don’t see? What matter all else? -

-But you were the one that left me¡, I remember, but I don’t understand it; I moved away from you, and that is the thing that I don’t understand, I leave you alone and now I regret, I didn’t know enjoy the time that we happened together, for that reason I only wanted have you in this place. Now I see-

She look deeply sad, with the hands crossed, and the glance low watching at the floor, watching at the moon, back of her only the space and its darkness, she turn upwards and watch at the Earth from where a storm was seen, she bit her up lip, just like he remembered that she does when she is worried, he remembered all hers poses and gestures; he, on she notice a fear to be forgotten, and she didn’t say anything.

-You are so pretty, always optimistic, always very brave, for that reason it didn’t hurt me when you left me, I knew that you take the right choice, because I was the one that never approached, now I see what had to be more important for me, and have you only at you in this place has made forget me why I fell in love with you, now your image is the only that I have, here I cannot do anything, only watch the moon, and watch the Earth, and remember you, and remember my own end with that storm; No, nothing look the same here-

-Once you said, that if you could, you would enter in a dream where you would leave the Earth, and you would embark again with me to far away, and we would always be together in that dream, seeing the infinite thing that the ocean is, and that you would see the moon and stars as you had never seen them before, because I would be with you-

-What I said after you left me, only I could know... I believe that maybe, which storm in my memories defeat me, believe I have awake of a dream, too beautiful to be real, too gladly to be able to be complete, now no longer want follow in this dream, I want find an opportunity again, its time to return to the Earth, return at the storm, begin again as you taught me to do, don’t worry, both have said it, "I always be will with you", this time, I’ll try to be worthy, I’ll begin always being at your side, and maybe this time, I can stand with you-


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